Thrilling...

Still trying hard to experience that major breakthrough, or didnt i try hard enough? Faith is such a misleading word, u can have faith, but yet u might not ever be granted the things that u had faith in...Timing? bullshit.....Will? since when healing is a bad idea? No, im not here to condemn things the way they are, only yesterday i was writing to say that life is a bliss, i cant tell you how unpredictable life can be, it changes all the time, u jz need to find the right attitude to tackle it, or you lose out...It's been some time when i have been dwelling in this fantasy of mine...talking about fantasy, who doesnt have one? It is through fantasy that we develop dreams, and from dreams we have a goal, an ambition that we strive to achieve...No, do not ever think that dreams are out of reach, the key is to believe...haha..(quoting from Fantasia Barrino and Mariah Carey). I have come to realize however, im gonna have to work out something for that to come true, nothing is gonna happen for me if i continue to lie on the couch, waiting...Someone once told me, reach out for the stars, amidst times of endurance...im not gonna jz reach out for 'em, im gonna be a star myself, a shining one, and for some reason, i think, no, I AM POSITIVE, that im actually gonna be that Bright Star up there, with Him helping me all the way through...We'll see bout dat...