Monday, October 17, 2005

in need of solitude...

Lately, ive been hanging out alot with my ex-colleagues, until the extent that i hardly have time for my best friends and my alma mater mates...

As a start, they no longer buy me when i told them i will visit 'em in penang 'one of these days', and they have given up hope in including me in any of the activities that they have planned...

i really cant help it for not being such a sport as ive always had...truth is, entertainment is part of working life...i wont deny that i do enjoy a drink or two, or more after work everyday, but really, i needa spend more time in getting back in touch with my friends...

So last weekend, after a drinking session with Leanne and folks, i kinda feel good coz we were getting real intimate during the session...she paid the bill which amounted to 500+ and i feel terribly upset by it...well, this coming weekend would be my turn to buy the drinks...so it makes us even...

Ive no longer have any problems with the people in my current office now, ive decided that im not gonna allow anyone to make my life miserable, it jz aint worth it...so instead of getting annoyed with the few who is more often cocky than anything, i barely pay them any attention at all...i found this work generally well for me and ive felt more sober ever since...

I shall be turning up for an interview tmr at CSA, applying for the position of Network Engineer....if it is God's will, let's hope i get it...nth is holding back in this current company of mine anyway...

It's about time to to visit borders to get a few books....im finishing on Memoirs of a Geisha and Angels and Demons....currently chasing after Lost and Amazing Race and Survivor and desperate housewives on TV...

i luv my life...


count down to NZ trip...3 mths...:)

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