Friday, November 26, 2004

feelin' outta control...

Woke up a lil' earlier this morning, feeling dreaded getting up, but hafta get to the phone (i have strategically put it away from the bed) in which by this time is getting too annoying for words with its shrieking babycry-alike tune...I had to fetch this gal from her house to The One Academy by 845 and i know the traffic around that area is constantly in a chaos...i packed some clothes into a travelling beg for this evening's outing to PD...

It is supposed to be this coll./Uni student outing in which there will be a total of 22 of us consisting of youth and young adults from church. To be frank, i have no intention of going at all, i dunno, perhaps i know i wont blend in with 'em, or i dun want to...yesterday i had talked with this bro where i confessed that im feeling out of place, and he commented im undergoing mid-life crisis....Ass...

So i reached the gal's house at 810, she werent prepared, and im somewhat annoyed...this whole being-a-driver thing has taken a toll on me, i felt like ppl are taking me for granted...jz yesterday i was having this fight with one of the guys who im s'posed to fetch to cell group...i had to wait for him outside his house for such a long time, calling, yelling, no respond...i got so pissed that i told him off, saying this is not the attidude to behave...well, he wasnt apologetic, not even appreciative, and said i can leave if i want to...in the end he drove himself to the place...

No, my tolerance nowadays aint getting any better, but shrinking...lil' things upset me and set me off my temper..i figured i wasnt right to lose my cool, but hey, im a human being as well, jz becoz i have always been easy-going and gentle doesnt mean im to b bullied, i have dignity too...As always, i regained my composure pretty quickly, almost as fast as i lose it...and have enjoyed the entire fellowship pretty much...i shall relate a lil'...

Peter's new residential is awesome, not exactly a mansion but it is huge! He is staying at Riana Green's pent house, and everything from exterior to interior is so posh...the master bedroom is very spacious, overlooking the entire PJ area and the city...i was most impressed by the bathroom, we went through the built-in closets to the washing area, and then laying at the corner was this Jacuzzi tub which would conveniently fit in half-a-dozen grownups...we went up further to the rooftop, gosh, the view was breathtaking, one would imagine how's it like to be on top of the world, having everything in life and not to worry bout the day after...Despite that, i know i would be contented with jz a small cottage out on the countryside (somewhere in europe, for goodness sake), with meadows of greens and skies of blue lying awake...no, i dun think i wanna stay in the steel forest, im more to nature kinda person...

Alrite, coming back and away from my fantasy, we were stuck in this jam as expected...as if i werent already irritated, she kept on asking me to step on the gas, as she was gonna be late, and fyi, we were caught in a JAM...i had asked her to walk across the road to pyramid using the overhead bridge, but she said there were bad ppl out there...yeah rite...in the end i was half-an-hour late for work...well nvm, im kind in nature...or maybe not...most of the time...sometimes....oh Whatever~~


btw, it's Thanksgiving today, Happy Thanksgiving everyone, i appreciate that uve been sticking in and out in times of crisis and bliss, jz wanna say thank you to u guys...

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