It's time to be good...

Whenever i hear this song amidst festive seasons, it would trigger me to think...

'He know's when you're asleep, He know's when you're awake, He knows when you've been bad or good, so be good for goodness sake...'

Except that the 'He' refers to God instead of santa, the lyrics describe the ever-present Lord perfectly...He is constantly aware of what we're up to, whether we've been up to any mischieves or we've been a goody goody boi...

Looking back, ive been lagging for a while the entire year last year...i must say there was more 'bad' than 'good' recorded in God's Log...more time were spent drinking and clubbing then dwelling inside the text books...as a result, my grades have dropped drastically...

I recall telling myself grades aint matter and what's the point of being a top scorer when you miss out the great time as a young adult, and indulge in activities that is youthly...

i was wrong...

Lately, God has seemed distant as well...i dunno what's the matter with me, but i chose not to spend time in church for both Christmas eve and New Year eve...

Ive been thinking of my priorities in life...as much as i would like to put God 1st, the things that i did told me that was a phony gesture...If i would love God so much as i've claimed, why am i still sinning?

Im weak, im vulnerable, im fragile...Men are...

We really need God in our life....Carmen has jz told me to share my testimony on Thanksgiving night, i protested that i havent any...She firmly reminded me that i have...

God has been blessing us, sometimes without us knowing it, other times we jz took things for granted and nv appreciated God's grace...coz we are human...we tend to forget what really matters....so typical of us...

It's the 3rd week since school commenced...Im adamant to work things out and somehow balance my school work and God....and my extravagant activities...

God, i know you are there for me, continue to be my strength and guidance....i really need it...we all do...