Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Some sentiments on my side....

It has become a routine really, that every morning when i arrived at office, the first thing i would do is (neglect the wearing-the-sweater and make-myself-a-cuppa part..) to write the blog of the day before...

Thinking back, i wasnt such a diarist... Yes, every New Year, mom would unfailingly produce before me a brand new leathered, gold-framed, A4-sized diary to encourage me to jot down my everyday life and thoughts...

I would, as i can recall, get all excited over the diary, pampered it with ornaments like stickers and the like, pinned down my mighty name on the personal profiles, and would take a whole lotta effort in printing down my friends' names, address, tel. no., DOB, interests and whatnot...

All this would take place over a period of a fortnight or so, whereby during this time, i would industriously write down something everynight, irregardless of how sleepy i was...

Im sorry to say that this whole affair is short-lived...after that 'golden period', as if suddenly caught up with life again, and be incapacitated by the work hustle (actually i have copious time..)...the poor diary would stay untouched on the shelf, singing:

So the days went by
I stayed the same
But he began to drift away
I was left alone
Still i waited for the day
When he'd say "i will always love you"

Lonely and forgotten
Never thought he'd look my way
he smiled at me and held me just like he use to do
Like he loved me
When he loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives wintin my heart
When he loved me.
(Lyrics inpired By When She Loved Me, Toy Story 2)


Now that i have found this blog, the whole new writing experience begins once again, somewhat unprecedented, since ive been continue writing after three months...i guess this should be something to cheer upon...

I dunno if i will blog everyday once school starts again, but im gonna make an effort to record some special events in the very least, or something that i wanna say to others but dun have the courage to (im a meek person..), or something stupid that i do out of my quirkiness, or to express my crankiness in harsh words...

yeah, im definitely not gonna stop blogging...

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