Wednesday, February 02, 2005

I cudnt care less, can i?

Well, some of 'em are really persistent, they cant leave me alone, they cant MTOB, they hafta mock me, they hafta make me feel as if im freakin' pathetic...but the hell with 'em...

I wont say im particularly upset having to spend valentine without that special someone, i wont perspire having to hook up with someone for that matter, i wont drink myself away in a lonely bachelors' bar and i definitely wont end up watching Valentine's special on TV...( sometimes i think the programs are meant for the miserable, despair, solitude soul...)

Truth is, i always have someone with me on Valentine, shopping, courting, fine dining, drinking...and i always receive gifts (choc, EDT, wine, accesories and stuff..), even when i dun give any...it boggles my mind how some ppl would consider this day a special day, it is as if they only get all lovey-dovey on that one day of the year...I still always think Feb 14th is a conspiracy by Hallmark, elaborating the day so that they can sell more cards and flowers and gifts and whatnot...and others alike would be on to it as well, double/triple charging the consumers for food, services and craps...

And as if romance isnt a two person thing, the couples would be out joining the entire congregation of Valentine-wannabe, crowding into restaurants, parks, beaches and other public rendezvous...How many could actually afford a getaway to Santorini and be indulged in a scented couples' suite, having a masseur knitting you like a dough and sipping cocktails on a personal verandah...privacy ensured...

Im not saying all this to make myself better, but indeed, everyday is a valentine if you are really in love...

Not in a relationship for some time, and not even thinking of getting involve in one...I figured since im so adamant of leaving this deemed dismaying place, i might as well wait till i start my new life somewhere else to find a soul mate...no point breaking vulnerable hearts, aye?

In a closely related issue, my buddies are trying to find me a date for graduation prom despite the fact that im on a whatever attitude...yeah, im the only one single in the bunch and i know they do feel sorry for me...but HEY, IM FINE...so stop making a scene out of nothing...and for goodness sake, stop bothering me...

On the contrary, ive been having a fling with someone that i deem able to have really scintilating conversation with me...gosh, this flirting business is really getting on to me, hopefully it can veer to something else...:p

Happy Chinese New Year, folks...

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